Some how my post keep disappearing. Sorry for the delays.
Some people think it is wrong to question religious leaders, but those people should read Gen 18:23-32.
Here Abraham is distressed over the pending destruction of Sodom the town where his nephew lives. He is so distressed that he does not only question God, but he drills him. While I think Abraham took it a little far I want you to notice something. God does not judge Abraham for his questions. If it is OK for Abraham to ask that many questions to God, it certainly is Ok to ask religious leaders questions about God, as long as they are done with respect.
On my bookshelf
I Don’t Have Enough Faith to Be an Atheist
It is a great book for anyone who struggles to talk to non-Christians.